H1 ECONS: D

hmm i'm glad for my econs. guess my grades isnt any diff fr blocks. haha. nvm. still havent met the promotion criteria.

NO. OF RETAINEES FR MY CLASS : 10

haha. next year 6j will only have 16 ppl. sad. and i don think i'm in it? sigh. i duno. don wish or dare to think. haha. i'm feeling terrible. seeing everyone by me doing so well. my bestest fren in my class, A A B. haha. wad can i do. i don dare to think of wad lies before me. haha. great.

i feel quite lost suddenly. all of a sudden, everything is blank before me. i've lost wad meant everything to me for that moment. den i lost wad i've worked and struggled thru for a year. hmm. i duno wad lies before me. i really dont. everything's a blank. in that mist enveloping my pathway. lead my way, Lord. i have nth to cling on but to You.

i really duno where i'm going anymore.
or rather i duno wad i should do.
nth is well.
nth.
but everything is well there.
haha i'm glad.
//
you'll realise you don nid wad you think is your centre.
you'll find out its illusion of importance.
you'll realise
i'm jus a passing cloud.
you will.

从此以后我都不敢抬头看
彷佛我的天空
失去了颜色
从那一天起
我忘记了呼吸